Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Ramu And Ranjha







Ramu loved flying kites. It gave him a sense of unrealness and surreality. His house in the tiny village of Motihari in Bihar had a big open compound where he would fly his kites. His mother, who had a no-nonsense conservative mind, allowed him to fly kites for one hour in the evening every day and the rest of the free-time he had had to be spent studying.



Ramu hated school. He would either fly his kites, or spend the entire day thinking about them at school or at home. Flying kites gave him an outpost for letting off steam during his mother and father's many fights, which often resulted in his mother leaving the house for a few days.



Ramu hated the way the high caste boys at school treated the lower caste boys. The former would rag the latter relentlessly, and the latter had no one to complain to. It was good enough that they were allowed to study in the same classroom as the high-caste boys.



One day, Ramu's favorite Uncle, Rajesh Chacha, visited them from his many trips to the city.

"I've got a gift for you, Ramu! I know how much you love kites and-"

He took a large, beautifully decorated kite from a bag.

Ramu was over-whelmed with joy. It was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Shaped like a bird, It was painted Red, blue and white, and it had a pretty, short tail. It was love at first sight for Ramu, who named the kite Ranjha. It was the largest kite he had ever seen. Waiting for his allotted kite-flying time was almost tortuous.



Finally, after his school –bell rang; he sprinted off home and took out Ranjha. Ranjha flew, and oh, how he flew! Darting, diving, whizzing, swooshing and zooming through the windy, cloudy sky! Ramu felt his heart soaring and rising with Ranjha. He was never this happy.



Enamored by his new found friend, Ramu forgot to be wary of the electric wires around the compound. Suddenly, the thread (Manja) cut loose. No! Forgetting everything that was ever there in his head, Ramu hurriedly followed Ranjha, unaware of what was ahead. Ranjha went spiraling through streets, grounds and houses as the wind played with him, and Ramu was in close pursuit.



In his quest, he was joined by Bambish, his former Best-Friend, with whom he was forced to break ties with, since the latter was of a lower caste, and the former's mother disapproved of it. Off went Ramu and Bambish, running after Ranjha.

On their way, they were stopped by the High-Caste bullies, who were ragging three small Low-Caste boys at that time, and they asked what they were doing. Without uttering a word, Ramu pointed to the heavens. The bullies stood transfixed, gazing at that beautiful kite fluttering in the skies.
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It was quite a long time since his mother saw him, and so Ramu's mother was worried. After searching the entire compound fruitlessly, she grew even more anxious. Hurrying inside, she told her husband that

Ramu was missing. This started another quest.

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The skies had cleared a bit and the breeze was down. The solitary mission to recover Ranjha had turned into a several-boy pursuit. Ranjha fell. Scurrying to pick him up, the army of boys ran hastily. But unfortunately, it went into that timeworn, run-down, out-of-purpose Post office, which was rumored to be haunted with the ghost of its dead Postmaster.

Ramu's parents went in frantic search for him, and realized what troubles they gave Ramu with their fighting. They were different in many ways, but their mutual love for Ramu would keep them together.



They were united, once again.

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No one was ready to go inside the post office, not even Ramu. But, Bambish mustered up his courage and ran inside.

After two minutes of bated breaths, Bambish ran back jubilantly with an un-tattered, unbroken Ranjha.

Forgetting all their differences, the group of boys ran elatedly towards Bambish and congratulated him.

Ramu noticed this assemblage for the first time. It was the first time he saw a uniform face of glee and happiness on the faces of these Fat, thin, tall, short, poor and rich boys. THIS was what he wanted. He didn't want Ranjha anymore.

The sky was clear again.




 

Sunday, June 27, 2010

You can, you can, you can.

Can I do this?

Yes you can, give it all you've got

I'm afraid I'll get a mini-paralysis

Try once if you will, strike that Iron, pierce that dot.


 

Can I do THIS?

Yes you can, it's not that grim

What if I do it, and have a miss?

I know you've got this; I have a whim.


 

CAN I do this?

Yes you can, oh! Yes you can,

Maybe I can, If I Have some assists;

No I won't do this, do it yourself, be a man!


 

I can do this!

Yes you can, you have it in you;

I will do this; I WILL do this;

Have a focused mind, and then the world you can view.


 

I did it, I did!

YES!! I'm happy for you!

Oh you actually believed in me; you didn't kid!

That's because I love you, and that's what loved ones do.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Heartbreak.




There he was, just standing there,
Looking at her, just looking,
His dizziness growing, her flashing smile bare,
Laughing with her, just laughing.


There he was, just dazed,
Dreaming about her, just dreaming,
It was her straightforwardness that left him amazed,
His heart was singing for her, just singing.


There he was, just ecstatic,
she accepted him, oh yes she did!
He was frozen in time, just static,
He couldn't believe she didn't kid!




There he was, just confused,
Why is she so distant?
He couldn't believe at what she, at him, accused;
His confusion remained constant.


There he was, just half-dead,
She didn't dump him, he was virtually killed.
For countless days he wasn't out of bed,
With anger and self-pity was he filled.


There he was, just recovering,
When he found her with someone,
The anguish was over-whelming,
He had lost, the other side had won.



Monday, June 14, 2010

Discrimination.


We call ourselves "the united yet diverse."
Well, that's not true, that's yet another verse.
I'm not making this up, I HAVE experienced this.

 
Just because I'm fair, doesn't mean that I'm foreign.
Heck! If that was true, half of all Indians would be foreign.
I try taking this all lightly:
"Haha, that's funny! But I'm not British"
You don't get it do you, you just go on and on.

 
Well, fairness is not the only one on my list.
My English is good, why the hell you make fun of that?
Wow, I receive banterings and insults, instead of pats
It's not my fault, dammit! My English is not bad!

 
Well, all this got me thinkin'
And one thing is to be followed,
Ya can't stop 'em, you can just ignore.
I try sometimes, but sometimes it's too much.
Just gimme a break dammit! Cut all this crap!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Le jour parfait




It was 7 am. Nakul woke up. The unexpectedly rainy morning was a pleasant surprise. Smiling at god's grace, he slumped up to his bathroom. It was strange; he never noticed the extra-ordinary number of cleaning products in there. As he stood there gazing at the Domexes, Rins and Lirils, an expected shout was heard downstairs.

"Nakul, wake up, you'll be late! "

Nakul blabbered sleepily something in reply which he himself couldn't understand.

" Ahh, take a bath, buddy."

It was a shame that the perfect sleep-inducing climate had to be ignored. Damn you, school.

As he was bathing, he didn't realize that he was actually in a bathtub.

"Strange, I never noticed my bathroom had a bathtub."

Perplexed, he quickly got ready for school and went downstairs.

His Mom was tapping the dining table, half-impatient, half-irritated.

"Quick, I made beans-on-toast, today. "

"Your favorite", she added smilingly.

Nakul loved it when Mom did that. His mom was, to him and all his classmates at school, the best cook.

Leisurely biting his toast, he gagged.

Looking bewilderedly outside, he exclaimed, "I didn't know we had three cars!"

Wildly happy, Nakul continued gaping at the Mazda RX-8.

"It's a present to your brother, for getting admission into Harvard! Your father is very generous."

His Amazement quickly turned into hope.

Giving Mom his signature puppy-dog eyes, he asked her," Can I drive it when I come back, Purleaase?"

"I don't know, there are a lot of policemen nowadays…" His mother said nervously.

"But I have a learner's license and Bhaiya can come with me! I promise, ma, I'll drive very slowly." He said, crossing his fingers.

"Well, all right."

Jubilant, Nakul punched the air around him.

With a spring in his step, he went to school.

He was sweetly surprised at the attention the girls in his class were giving to him.

"There's something different today..." he wondered.

After school, Nakul was wild. His brother had come to pick him up. In the Mazda.

He started crossing the road. Something was wrong.

A bus out of nowhere came and hit him on his face.

He woke up. He was late. Mom was slapping him awake.


 
 

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Walls.




Ripping my hair out, my screams are unheard.

I am in jail. I am a gaol-bird.

What's going to happen to me?

They are on a killing-spree.



Why?  Why do you do this to me?

You have blinded my eyes; I cannot see.

I am naked, clothless; stripped bare.

It's laughable to think someone DOES care.



Who? who are you?

What do you want?

Please, just give me a clue;

I can't bear all this; I just can't.



All this time; I was waiting for that savior;

Now I realize there is no angel;

I have to escape; I have to get out of here.

I have to bang the doors; I have to ring the bell.



Oh! It's beautiful; the divine taste of freedom;

It might be a deception, but it still feels good.

I am free, I am revived.

I am alive, I am alive.





I do not know who or what this song means literally. Feel free to guess.